irlydunno

irlydunno @ 2009-12-22T02:21:00

2009-12-22T07:21:33Z

aarg. i hate christmas.
i don't hate it but it's just kinda boring now. i don't think i've ever enjoyed christmas. it sucks. and i'm not close to anyone in my family anyways. and it just sucks to have my extended family over. i pretty much hate holidays and birthdays where i have to visit my family. idk. i don't have any favorite memories of christmas that stick out. it's overrated.
but....christmas means the year's almost over!! man am i glad. i am so ready for 2009 to be ovveerr. and the decade tooo. 10 years. daaamnn.

in the next 10 years i want to....
- start and graduate from college
- get my shit together

and thats it so far. lol.

surprise mothafucka

2009-12-14T04:28:32Z

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OMG DEXTER FINALE!!!!
whaaaat theee fuccck. i need to look up when the next season starts. i hope it was like some sort of dream or something. because this was just fucked up. damn this season was so good but now its over. it feels like every show is going off the air. but i cant believe trinity killed rita and left the bb sitting there just like that. ugh. i dont even

PS

2009-12-06T21:30:24Z

She thinks I'm much too thin
She asks me if I'm sick
What's a girl to do
With friends like this
She lets me drive her car
So I can score an eighth
From the lesbians
Out west in Venice

Oh, California in the Summer
Ah, and my hair is growing long
Fuck yeah, we can live like this

But if you left it up to me
Everyday would be
A holiday from real
We'd waste our weeks
Beneath the sun
We'd fry our brains
And say it's so much fun out here
But when it's all over
I'll come back for another year

I'll look for work today
I'm spilling out the door
Put my glasses on
So no one sees me
I never thought that
I'd be living on your floor
But the rents are high
And LA's easy

Oh, it's a picture of perfection
Ah, and the postcards gonna read

Do you think about me now and then?

2009-11-29T06:17:35Z

So, I'm not going to school next semester. I don't even know anymore.
Fuck filling out college applications and shit.

Man, I was going through my music library today and Kanye's older albums were sooo fucking good.

Oh, and they already started playing Christmas music at work!! And now I have Christmas music stuck in my head all day.

Sleeeeeeeeep

2009-11-11T04:17:09Z

I went walking through the city
Like a drunk, but not
With my slip showing a little
Like a drunk, but not
And I am one of your people
But the cars don't stop
And I am one of your people
But the cars don't stop
And it's been a long time since before I've been touched
Now I'm getting touched all the time
And it's only a matter of whom
And it's only a matter of when

An addiction to hands and feet
There's a meat market down the street
The boys and girls watch each other eat
When they really just wanna watch each other sleep

HALLOWEEN!!!

2009-11-01T05:48:46Z

So best Halloween evaar?!
Pretty much.
I got new tires today. Which were way over due. Haha. I got them on my 2 hour break from work. It was quick. Now I just need an alignment.
And I worked an 8 hour shift. That kinda sucked. On fuucking halloween. It was so goddamn slow in the afternoon. Sooo slow. I ended up leaving early.
But AFTER that I ended up carving tiny pumpkins with Sarah. Omg they were so small. Yet so cute.

I got a plan we can do it

2009-10-29T04:09:06Z

Yeah, her album cover looks really bad...
...but this is is one of my favorite cd's of all time.

I hate when I say I liked this album, and people automatically think of Britney circa 1999.
And then I'm like stfu bitches. Whatever. It's good. Don't judge.

Sailing Home

2009-10-25T20:30:28Z

The Where the Wild Things Are Soundtrack is where it's at.
I liked the movie a lot too.
idk.

It's about time

2009-10-21T03:47:36Z

Lets see, so right now I'm listening to music and trying to empty out my room. ughh.
Damn. I am realizing that I definitely keep a loooot of useless shit. I am gonna get rid of all of it tonight. Hopefully.

Things right now are boring. ehhh.
Still working at my job. It's been a year. :/
And hoping to go to school next semester but idk. I have to figure out how to pay for it, and when and what classes to sign up for, and I have to take the Regents test. I don't even know when the fuck to begin. There's so much shit to be done and I really don't want to do any of it right now.
I am just unmotivated.

nothing much

2007-08-15T01:21:34Z

so ive finally given in and gotten a livejournal account.
only to join and read communities though. idk idk